"There are people all around Yet I am still so lonely I just want to die Is that to much to ask My poems are all in the same All about me All about the tragic end of my life I just haven't decided yet On what I would do How I would do it Or why All I know is that I want to die To be left alone for eternity To have my free time not consisting of homework Or trying to get my failing grades up My father won't be disappointed in my anymore He won't think that I'm a lost cause My mother won't teach me things that I don't want to learn It will be blissfor me at least For Cici...She'll get over it I have a plan I know how it would all play outone shot that's all it would take Just Do It.......my motto Before it almost worked Except I won't tell Dad what I did That way I won't spend the night over the toilet Trying to induce vomiting This time it will work I am going to get the keys For Dad's safe Get the pistol align it with my temple then I'll say to myself, "just do it." And BOOM I'm dead then these poems will end my life depleted satanrose will be gone she won't have to worry about feeling lonely again in a crowd of people" ~My brother before he killed himself